What Is Boredom?

by RetroBloxxer

back at it again with another post

boredom..

its something.

something that leaves you doing nothing and questioning your existence.

and im always bored

so every single day i play the same shit and do the same shit like theres no difference

its just the same i am indeed bored all the time

but like why?

why does it even exist?

why cant i just

DO something different?

yeah, it is obvious im burned out

i dont even know why but i dont wanna edit or record anything

i dont wanna play anything

i just want to mind my own buisness but due to boredom I JUST CANT i HAVE to do SOMETHING or i will be bored as fuck

i am really sorry that i havent uploaded videos for so long after the s4 video but i will try to edit something

i mean

i could just quit

quit and stop having to worry about youtube, discord, etc.

but i dont want to because i have an online footprint

a footprint that matters

a footprint that has caused me to be DEDICATED for my fanbase

a footprint that made me have a stable way of uploading content without having to face limitations

and i have lots and LOTS of online friends ppl that i have known for so long it just feels like i cant leave

maybe i am addicted, maybe im just tired, who knows?

8th grade is coming. and its closer than i thought.

im about to face the MOST EXHAUSTING, MOST BRUTAL AND MOST BORING SCHOOL YEAR OF ALL TIME

why? LGS.

i will face a complete seperation from EVERYONE due to the social media ban my country is having and the exam im saying

i CANT even go outside or go to my grandmas due to this

if i can even record a video or make a blog post, expect it to be short or.. long. it will just be status updates tbh

pretty much goodbye

i wanna state personal opinions and just

EXPLAIN EVERYTHING IM GOING THROUGH

I CANT EVEN HANDLE LIFE

I ALREADY HATE SOCIETY AS A WHOLE AND NOW EVERY SINGLE BAD ACTION RUINS IT MORE

… you know what

forget it

im just broken to the point where im dumping everything until i can even glue myself together

thank you for reading

i actually wanted to state boredom and personal opinions about boredom but it just evolved into whatever amalgamation this post is