School Is Starting

alright, its at most i have to do this until the end

school is beginning

yep, you heard me right

school is (unfortunately) starting TOMORROW and im about to face one of the most BRAINDEAD, EXHAUSTING SHIT i have never seen in my entire life

first of all, my school is absolutely crazy as fuck

for context, heres the cast of shit that happened in my school, from A to B (i dont remember most of them lmao):

5th grade

mentally ill kid incident

5th grade to early - middle 6th grade was a ABSOLUTE nightmare for me and others

based on the header’s title, the kid was an absolute disaster, cursing at everyone, tried to stab a teacher with a pencil (YEP, HE DID THAT) and he was just crazy

but dont forget, i exist… THIS KID BEAT ME UP DAY IN AND DAY OUT, TRIED TO LITERALLY KISS ME AND CALLED ME “HIS LOVE” AND YEAH

I LITERALLY FACED BOTH PHYSICAL AND SEXUAL ABUSE BY THIS BITCH AND THE SCHOOL DOES NOTHING BC “hes mentally ill”

YEAH, MENTALLY ILL IN YOUR DREAMS BUDDY.

7th grade

18+ videos

yep, this happened last year

a girl in one of the classes used 18+ AI TO MAKE FUCKING P#@N. yep, I AM NOT KIDDING.

why would she do that? I DONT KNOW, ASK HER did she target ppl from our school YEP, FROM MY CLASS AND SOME OTHERS (i wasnt in her list tho, thank god)

when the SGB (school gossip board) got notified about this, they went and spreaded this to other people AND the targets.

and then what happened? i dont remember

buttt yeah

second of all,

8th grade. LGS. its all obvious im facing burnouts day in and day out

with constant pressure applied to me by my dad’s aunt (99% chance it backfires) and demand from my parents, im cooked this year

obviously

alright, whats next?

i will still TRY to continue my youtube channel and keep my online footprint steady

it is very likely that i will go on hiatuses for the time being, but during the burnout phase ill still find a moment to upload

about the blosts, i will also try to continue the blosts just like my youtube channel but it will probably be different

as you know, i anins1der released the atomlog as a suprise for me (ty anins1der kankacığım) and its like microblogging

i will probably upload some status updates or something there and maybe make a new blost every 2 months or somethig

conclusion

i went through physical and sexual abuse by a kid, witnessed a p#@n creation and its spreading and now im facing 8th grade

good luck to me and ill see you in the next blost