1 Month of Vacation, 1 Month of Slavery and Hell
beginning
so uhhh
IM BACK with another blog post YAYYYYYYY :DDDDD
the context for this is uhh just read
context
esentially
i went to Dikili, a place where my dad’s aunt has a summerhome at (which is also the place where we stayed at)
“alright! thats sick! did you have a lot of fun?” you are gonna ask.
and i WISH i could
my dad’s aunt’s obsession over me
ok
LGS is coming, 8th grade, nightmares
everything such
my parents want me to study so that i can get a better education and they dont have to pay for private school alright, i understand i need to study well so i can go to a better school!
but GUESS WHAT? THIS SON OF A BITCH LADY FORCES ME TO STUDY LIKE A DOG
YEAH
LIKE A DOG
slavery
the title is actually a joke but
my dad has been a slave, sandpapering EVERYTHING he can just because my dad’s aunt has full control (she owns the summerhouse)
my grandma too, dont forget SHE has been a slave, cooking food for EVERYONE and doing EVERYTHING her sister says (sister = my dad’s aunt)
“were you a slave?” well yes (but only for study bc i hate studying)
i already hate school as a whole and i need to study MORE????
imagine this: you bought a free trial for a software like adobe premiere or something and you STILL have to pay
what kind of nonsense shit is this???
family trips
the only “fun” part about this summer was family trips
my dad’s aunt decided “hey, why not go to Ayvalık?”
we accepted bc if we didnt we would get yelled at (we = family)
and we stayed outside for.. 8 HOURS.
8 FUCKING HOURS.
YEAH! 8 HOURS OF PURE PAIN AND AGONY WALKING BACK AND FORTH
the next trip was to Sığacık where we lasted…
12 HOURS OF PURE PAIN AND AGONY
her intent
we dont come to vacation for vacation
we come there for slavery
SHE CALLS HER HOUSE “Boot Camp” WHEN IN FACT IT IS LITERALLY A FORCED LABOR CAMP
loneliness
no friends at Dikili.
for 1 month, i was alone
i couldnt spend time with my family due to yk
and i couldnt find any friends bc i isolated myself in the hammock i rest at which i dont wanna go anywhere bc i cant even go anywhere
why isolate? BC I HAVE NOWHERE ELSE TO SPEND TIME
IF I GO INSIDE THE HOUSE I WILL CONSTANTLY GET PRESSURED TO JUST STOP LOOKING AT MY PHONE
IF I SNEAK OUT OF THE PROPERTY I WILL GET GROUNDED (and whipped)
AND IF I DONT GO ANYWHERE IM PRESSURED AGAIN
conclusion
this was just 1 month of slavery, hell and loneliness
i wont even go there the next year and if i do, ill return instantly when my dad’s aunt starts speaking shit again
i cant handle this anymore
i hate school as a whole already and now i have to work
i cant even go to the sea even though its right next to us because of what SHE does to my family
she USES everyone.
IM TIRED OF STUDYING, MY DAD IS TIRED OF SANDPAPERING, MY GRANDMA IS TIRED OF MAKING FOOD AND GUESS WHAT? WHEN WE GET HER TO DO STUFF SHE JUST SAYS “i cant even do vacation” WHEN THIS BITCH LITERALLY STANDS STILL AND DOES NOTHING
AND IF WE ARE DOING SOMETHING SHE WATCHES
bc if we stop SHE YELLS AT US FOR DOING ABSOLUTELY NOTHING
“everyone is equal” YEAH WHEN YOU AND YOUR HUSBAND ARE MINDING THEIR OWN FUCKING BUISNESS AND NOT HELPING
and guess what? SHE LITERALLY LIES TO OTHER PPL LIKE “he made me buy sandpaper” WHEN YOU BOUGHT THAT BC U WANTED TO
im tired of this place and im not going there again
holy word count 😭
“but you love that place too it says in the blost description” yeah bc of the sea & a store called “Nazilli Pidecisi” which tastes ABSOLUTELY SICK and appetizing
yeah ig thats all